The Turn AroundLosing my baby girl to Adoption wasn't the only reason I was so full of hate and anger. Among a million other things abuse, miscarriage and much more I finally found the strength to come out of this deep dark pit I had found myself trapped in and told myself it was okay to let my heart beat again. It was okay for me to be okay with all that had happened. Now it was time to heal.
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That Horrible DayThinking back to years past I can remember that I reflected on that day as the day I was robbed of my most precious possession. I can remember how angry I was when they held her in their arms. Then the day I got the letter refusing to let me see her and them blaming God for that one....
I eventually connected with a bunch of anti-adoption activist online through Social Media and ended up thinking and believing all the things I was hearing and seeing. Not to say some of it isn't true but I was going full on into hating these people who took my kid. Who ruined my life. |